It’s all starting to feel so real, temporary is really a lifestyle this time around. I feel stupid being scared but fuck this is my everything, I’ve put so much into this and I’ll be damned if someone else gets it. I’m young and hopeless so fuck it and let this be one of my stupid decisions, best one I’ve ever made. Fuck it’s scary…. 

Smoke more.

Drink more.

Take more walks.

Meet more dogs.

Make more trips to Disneyland.

Count it.

Stack it.

Whatever I have is yours.

Whatever you have you keep.

You deserve it all.

Now you can have it.